Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in saucydiva's LiveJournal:

Saturday, February 2nd, 2008
12:14 am	Interweave Crochet What does everyone here think of  Interweave Crochet magazine?  I am vaguely thinking about subscribing, if only because there are so few crochet magazines.  Do you think it is worth the $21?  Also, I noticed the editor is the creator of Crochet Me, which is very hit-or-miss with me, pattern-wise.   My crocheting personality: I tend to go for smaller, quicker projects, though about once a year I hunker down for something complicated.  I don't have many expensive yarns in my stash.  I tend to buy yarn at Joann's- I have a LYS, but they scare me a bit.  I am plus-sized enough to be a little nervous about making a sweater. (Comment on this)
Monday, May 28th, 2007
12:05 pm	Fuck, I hate posting in livejournal.  Let's just admit that this journal is primarily because LJ isn't just message boards. I love communities, and talking to people. When I need to journal, I use facebook, or, you know, a real journal. (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 13th, 2006
9:43 pm	I am so bored. This summer is so lonely- I have my boyfriend and like one other friend in teh area, and everyone else is back at school. It makes me so bored because all there really is is lj, dvds, and Law and Order:SVU. On the plus side, $60 at Blockbuster has gotten me 11 dvds, since they are all on sale. Wonderful! I got RENT and Phantom of the Opera (I know it is awful, but I kinda love it in a snarky way), Saved, Spellbound (never seen, but want to), and some other good ones. The guy at the counter said it would be all summer that the huge dvd sale would run, so why not stock up a bit? I kind of want to watch Spellbound right now, but I had to get up freaking early for work. Next week, I switch departments, and I have to get up even earlier. Christ. I want popcorn. I love kettle corn with a fiery passion of hungry. So bored. I have been really tired lately, but I dont know it is a not-enough-sleep-too-much-labor thing or a need-more-iron way. My coworker told me about how her body started rejecting iron, and she doesn't know why (though she is drugged up now, and it is better). She slept every minute she wasn't driving or working. It makes me... not paranoid, because of course I am not actually taking iron or anything, but thinking I should at least try to get more sleep. I swear I will. Tomorrow. After I eat my popcorn. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
10:40 pm	My boss is being really scary lately. He stresses me out worse than most things. I really need to write my resume, and soon, and yet I keep not. (Comment on this)
Friday, June 23rd, 2006
9:01 pm	Ha, I thought the last guy was awful. Today- "would you be interested in k9 sex?" I googled it in a slang dictionary because I am that clueless. I sent him back a message- K9 fun? As in, you want me to fuck your dog? 1. Illegal 2. Unethical 3. Gross 4. Clearly, you didn't read my profile. 5. You, Jason, are clearly a class act I should really really just wait till August, when I go back to school, to get involved in the TNG group. I jsut thought it would be fun to talk to some people. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 21st, 2006
2:32 pm	So I signed up on Collarme.com, with a profile. I think it is time I start meeting other kinky people- partially to learn, get tips from, that kind of thing, and partially because it would be a relief to be able to talk in person about whips and whatnot. I have only met one kinky person in person in my life (not counting the boyfriend, who I think I made kinky, maybe- a subject for another day). The person was, let's call her K, and I met her while abroad in my study program. I suspected, and on our second to last day she told me she was and that she knew I was. Damnit, talk about disappointed that I hadnt just asked her! Anyway. I got a collarme profile, which says that I am kinky, bisexual, and probably poly (I haven't figured that out yet, but the summer I had two boyfriends was the best of my life), but only looking for friends, as I in a monogamous relationship. Two days later I got an offer for a foot slave. Now, I know plenty of people in mono relationships have BDSM play partners. However, were I looking for one, wouldn't I have said, "Looking for friends and play partners"? Idiot. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
12:52 pm	I am having issues with the Mancandy. Yesterday we went to a movie (DaVinci Code- it was ok, but I have issues with some of the changes, and Sophie was a simpering moron, and Tom Hanks is just not sexy) and I was suprised; he liked it, after I had suggested he read because it reminded me of Clive Clussler books and he refused to read it. Anyway, we were very snuggly in the theater- not being That Couple that makes out, but simply being very touchy and kissing often- the small, 'I love you, here I am', kisses. It is very frustrating being home over the summer because there is no privacy at home. He also lives at home for the time being, and thus we have to wait for his mom (she's single) to leave to go to work so we can have sex, which is awful because yesterday she didnt go to work because of the holiday. This is terrible. Yesterday was supposed to be our big sex day, because she works part time on all the days I will be at work and she has off all the days (and more) that I do, meaning sex will rarely happen over the summer and after a semster abroad I need sex as often as possible. Arggggggg. That is all. Oh right, the reason that relates to the story. We were both turned on when I drove him home, and he suggested rather than going inside (which I refused; I had my internship meeting this morning) we go to a park to make out. Well, he thought he was getting a blow job, I thought we were making out. Now, I certainly dont mind giving blowjobs, though I fully admit that I am selfish in bed and would rather recieve more often than give- but I hate making out in parks, and I feel too old, honestly, even though of course I haven't hit the quarter-century mark. But the thing is, I hate giving head in a car. It is the most uncomfortable time, and I dont trust him to pay enough attention to watch for cops and serial killers, because when Mancandy gets head, he thinks about nothing. I feel much safer when making out- I can stay in my head enough to watch for situations. Anyway, all he did was whine about his hard-on and why wasnt I fixing it and be needed to get off before he went home and saw his mother bitch whine complain annoy. I really wanted to punch him; what, just because we have sex he needs to have an orgasm every time he sees me? And, might I add, he never once offered to give ME head, which pissed me off even more, like, maybe I would have in exchange, but I am sorry, that boy gets enough orgasms and he has much more private time to masturbate in than I do, so I was hardly feeling sorry for him. Now, as I reflect, I kinda want to hit him. Jerk. I also wonder if I am being petty... but oh well, indulge me this one time. (Comment on this)
Monday, May 22nd, 2006
10:23 am	Its really hard to start a new journal. What is the correct tone to take? What is the focus of your journal? How will the first impression make or break you? It’s difficult to say. So I think I will just start by saying that I sit here, on the cusp of my 21st birthday, and I am everything my father hoped I would never be: vegetarian, pro-choice, childfree (ok, I am not quite ready to get my tubes done, but I am pretty sure...). I am also a complete liberal. I still feel a little uncertain about all my views on everything, though, which is probably normal- I don't know if all my views are logically lined up. Sometimes I think they aren't- for instance, I think pollution is awful, but I love tulip bulbs from Europe, which is an example I stole from a book called Blood From a Stone, and the example was in reference to the protagonist's teenage daughter. I certainly don't consider myself a teenager still, but I think everyone struggles with making their views match up entirely. Let's see, what else? I have another journal I rarely update because I am lazy in which I in theory chronicle my adventures in college, abroad, and in the House Where I Grew Up. I kept a really well updated blog through high school, which is a delightful reread, which makes me very sad I haven't really kept one up in college. I want to work on updating my other journal more often. This journal, I think, will focus a little more on my sex life. I think its a little stupid to have two journals, and yet, I like keeping my sex life private from my "regular life." I mean, who wants to elect a woman to office that likes sex? That would talk about her DivaCup? That would talk about her birth control? That would talk about her kinky love for another (slightly less) kinky person? Or, ooooh, her abortion? You can never talk about that one. Of course, I have no intention of running for office. But, you know (Comment on this)